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See the Want to Know Information.Info website for mind control articles by major media outlets, such as The New York Times, The Washington Post, NPR, BBC News, NBC, ABC, Times of London, The Guardian, and many others. A number of these articles refer to MK- ULTRA. https://www.wanttoknow.info/mindcontrolnewsarticles-0- 20s

Although MK-ULTRA mind control experiments were predominately conducted on adults, there were programs involving children. The President’s Committee on Radiation Experiments heard testimony on March 15, 1995, about CIA mind control experiments on children. Jon Rapaport highlighted this testimony in his article. 

Memories of MK-ULTRA

Something horrific happens to Tommy Matthews when he is four— except he remembers none of it. It shapes his life and the man he is becoming, manifesting in strange fears, destructive desires, and an obsession to become president of the United States. What he does not know is that along with his sister, Beth, and his brother, Curtis, the CIA placed him in MK-ULTRA, an insidious and brutal mind control program.

What kinds of children and adults would such a program produce? How would it shape their personalities, their relationships, their performance in school, and ultimately, their career choices? And how would their lives change if suddenly, in their 30s, they began to recall their traumatic background in MK-ULTRA?

The story contains two interwoven storylines. One tracks the quirky developments of Tommy, Beth, and Curtis as they grow up in rural Maryland, then suburban Texas. The smart, artistic Beth develops into a rebellious teenager whose search for alternative states of consciousness blends in with the drug-crazed culture of the late 1960s —until her love of books leads to a career as a science fiction author. Gregarious, tough-guy Curtis dreams of joining the military and later of movie stardom. Meanwhile, Tommy, plagued by fears and destructive desires, is concerned over his unquenchable obsession to become President—given his fascination with nuclear war. But he forges ahead, and when he joins the staff of a U.S. congressman, his political career seems set.

The other story thread follows Dr. Rudolf Holtzmann, a MK-ULTRA psychiatrist charged with engineering super soldiers and spies. He also has a secret agenda of his own to control world events by indoctrinating future political leaders—while slowly discovering even darker and more ominous forces control him.

Invisible strings pull the siblings toward their preordained destinies. However, their puppet master’s plans have been complicated by his own minions and superiors and by a subject in his program: a 14-year- old Mexican Indian boy with shamanic powers.

When Curtis has a psychotic breakdown followed by Beth receiving a startling vision, Tommy seeks help. This leads to the detective work of Lynn Snyder, a diligent therapist. As she and Tommy strive to unravel the hidden tapestry of deception, an unexpected source of light appears. Will it be enough to the set the siblings free?

Consider Memories of MK-ULTRA a cross between Stephen Chbosky’s Perks of Being a Wallflower and Richard Condon’s The Manchurian Candidate. As much as the story addresses the appalling things powerful people sometimes do—it’s ultimately about psychological and spiritual transformation and the evolution of conciousness.

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MK-ULTRA Books

MK-ULTRA Books Bill Recommends

poisonerincheif

Follows the career of Sidney Gottlieb who headed the CIA’s MK-ULTRA program and made poisons for CIA assassination plots. Kinser thoroughly documents MK-ULTRA practices, such as:
Widespread deployment of secret mind-control experiments
Use of former Nazi SS concentration officers
Use of mind-altering drugs on adults, college students, and children
Engagement in numerous unethical experiments on individuals without their consent
The New York Times, Wall Street Journal, and NPR’s Fresh Air all favorably reviewed Poisoner in Chief. Amazon.com : poisoner in chief

secretsofthemc

Marks helped uncover MK-ULTRA when the CIA released 16,000 pages of documents to him under the Freedom of Information Act. In his book, Marks discloses experiments with drugs, hypnosis, electroshock, and other techniques performed on members of the agency, mental patients, prisoners, students, and unwitting drug subjects picked up by prostitutes hired by the CIA. He shows how the CIA’s LSD experiments directly led to the countercultural drug fascination in the 1960s. The Search for The Manchurian Candidate was reviewed favorable by the Washington Post, The New York Magazine, and the American Political Science Review. Amazon.com : the search for the manchurian candidate.

theshockdoc

The Shock Doctrine by Naomi Klein — Reveals the long-term impact of MK-ULTRA. Early in her book, Klein documents various MK-ULTRA programs using electroshock, LSD, and other torture techniques to place the mind into a state of shock for mind control purposes.
Ultimately, the CIA used these techniques to advance radical privatization agendas throughout the world. These shock techniques helped orchestrate General Augusto Pinochet’s coup and dictatorship in Chile and Russia’s abrupt transformation to capitalism, creating the Russian oligarchies of today. Klein documents other countries where the shock doctrine was deployed, including Argentina, China, and the United States. The Shock Doctrine has been favorably reviewed by The New York Times, The San Francisco Chronicle, and The Guardian. The Shock Doctrine by Naomi Klein: Search Result | eBay